Having lived my life in complete extremes on the daily………
My NEW choice is that I live in balance…then when I have something to say, it will resonate to others on a softer note vs. having people constantly see that i am all over the place. I love to travel and have studied with many throughout my lifetime and have lots to say… Last January at this time, I was in Cambodia, Laos, Singapore, Thailand, Burma and Malaysia.. I spoke about it, dreamed about it and lived it in my mind for three years before I packed ONE small backpack and nothing else and took off for three months alone.
I have never done things a “little at a time” or balanced.. I go for it 1000% and neglect whatever is in my way to get to what I desire sometimes to my own downfalls. So i have experienced many cool things, yet also never learned to be balanced i,e If I wanted to go somewhere and I had a job that would not allow it, I would simply go……I have, however, been self-employed most of my life and I find creative ways to do that.. Now, I do contract work in Nursing doing IVIG infusions and refuse to not be self-employed.. I need to create, I need to travel and I need to not die with my song in my heart or live an unexpressed life not only for myself, but for my message to get out.
I will CREATE a balanced life. Travel often. Create an amazing eCourse and meet many wonderful lifetime friends along the way. I will not feel lonely ever again in the midst of a crowd because I have now found my tribes.. I had to let go first of what was no longer serving me and walk that tight rope to get to the other side…where we are all going… to meet up with our higher selves………..
With open arms @nikiking… WELCOME!
So happy to have you here and to hold you in that space of living balanced, thriving and surrounded by the most meaningful relationships your life has known thus far!
F E E L S GOOD!!!
“I need to create, I need to travel and I need to not die with my song in my heart or live an unexpressed life not only for myself, but for my message to get out.”
I resonate with that statement on so many levels!
Thanks for sharing Niki. Your presence here is greatly appreciated 🙂
@nikiking, welcome to the mountain and thank you so very much for your response to my post.
“I need to create, I need to travel and I need to not die with my song in my heart or live an unexpressed life not only for myself, but for my message to get out.” Sounds like you are living this promise to yourself. A dear friend of mine recently said to me “When you come to the fork in the road, take it.” I believe she was quoting Yogi Berra, the baseball play who lived was giving directions to his house! But the point is, no matter how you travel, we are all heading toward the same place. As you said, going to meet up with our higher selves.
I love to travel. But I am a careful planner! That you pick up and go as you do is rather amazing. What fire and focus and indomitable will you must have. So up the mountain we go. I am looking forward to hearing more about your journey as you make your way along. Best wishes.
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